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Blackboard by blueiceNINJA4, literature

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Blackboard

The tears I cried for you that day are like the tears I cry today The pain I feel inside reminds me that I'm living every day The thoughts of you that fill my head go 'round and 'round like yesterday And all the love I feel for you will bring me through another day All around there are people telling me who I should be I hate to disappoint you but these are the colors that I see If there's just a many colors as there are human beings maybe I'm just color-blind and missing out on everything Without a word I'm watching as my life keeps passing by Desperately I'm reaching for the days I've left behind and no matter what I try th

Were You There? by blueiceNINJA4, literature

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Were You There?

Were you there when they read it? when the names were given out? Did your tears well up and start to flow? In your mind a silent shout. Were you there when they read it? A list so long and sad The death of all our sisters because of clothes they clad. Were you there when they read it? Could you feel their presence near? Did your body shake from anger? Or was it more from fear? Were you there when they read it? Each year the list it grows Some just had descriptions Unknown man in women's clothes. Were you there when they read it? Did you take the time to pray? Or were you just to busy on that particular day?

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21,933 by CalumDC, literature

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21,933

21,933 The words I've used All wasted in vane Twisted and abused Woven by my pain An account of lies Burned in my head Stinging my eyes As tears are shed A year has passed Words were written Why must this last My soul was bitten The fangs of feeling Cutting me so deep A year of concealing The secrets I keep 365 days Give or take two My soul still preys To forget about you Your image seared Across my dreams Mornings neared My sorrow screams Voices like claws Cutting, clawing No reason or cause Always drawing The same aching scar Image of your face The on perfect star I can never replace Your face of beauty And

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Lost by transparentwave, literature

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Lost

I'm lost and alone, Waiting to be found. My soul is drifting, While my feet stay on the ground. Nowhere to go, I'm stuck, Beginning to think That I'm out of luck. People around me living or dying But I'm trying to believe there only lying. I want to find myself But I don't know where to start Maybe it's just easiest to start right in my heart Slowly finding my way back to reality And maybe in the process get closer to normality It's up to me alone to find out who I am Hoping when I get there it's not all just a sham. So, on my journey I will go Through sun or rain Sleet, hail, or snow And all that will be waiting at the

Official Wolfaboo Definition by WolfaboosPlz, literature

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Official Wolfaboo Definition

Wolf·a·boo [wolf-uh-boo] (n.) 1. Derived from the term Weeaboo (referring to a person overly obsessed with japan.) A Wolfaboo: "A person overly obsessed with wolves; one who equates a human life to that of a wolf; someone who defends and or glorifies wolves killing humans; Deems a wolf's live superior to a humans. Often misspelling the plural of wolf as 'wolfs'; Often, will make up lies and propaganda to defend wolves; most of the lies do not hold true when put to actual research." see: Ignorant, Stubborn, Brainwashed, Liar, Foolish definition by DonutPie

I LIED... by Alice-Raynes, literature

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I LIED...

I feel so empty I am not whole. I feel so numb Without a heart or soul. I feel out of place In this world of care. I feel at home In my own dark lair. I feel so useless Like a person without a future. I feel so unimportant Like the background of a picture. I feel so tired Yet I've done nothing but sleep. I feel so fatigued When my alarm clock beeps. I feel so depressed Even when I am with everyone. I feel so sad When everyone else is having fun. I feel like I have no family I am like a maid that is not paid. I feel like I am alone Like I have no one to come to my aid. I feel so old But I am so young. I feel close to

Reflection of an Anorexic by XxListen2theRainxX, literature

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Reflection of an Anorexic

Mirror Mirror, On the wall Who is the thinnest One of all Oh Reflection, I know it's not me I'm just too fat And ugly Mirror Mirror, Long and tall Who is the skinniest One of all Oh Reflection, Stand up straight Suck in your gut Then I may not hate Mirror Mirror, Clear and bright Please don't watch As I starve tonight Oh Reflection, Disgusting and lifeless Bordering obesity Without another guess Mirror Mirror, Don't show me Bent over, wishing For what I can't be Oh Reflection, Go! Disappear! I'm stuck in this body With food to fear Mirror Mirror, Broken and shattered Don

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Oct 22
Philippines
Deviant for 13 years
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Hey everyone I'm blueiceNINJA but you can call me Bee. Writing is a passion of mine and I hope to publish my stories some day. I'm filipino, korean, and vietnamese. I was born and raised in the philippians but moved to Texas.

I love anime
I love drawing
I love writing
I say what's on my mind
I'm blunt
I'm sarcastic

I'm a teenager
I'm open to critisiscm

If you give me a kiss I promise to give it back <3

MY DA FAMILY!!!!

TROLL IN CRIME:

BIG BROTHER:

aka

LITTLE SISTER:

PARTNER IN CRIME:

BEST FRIEND:

MY BEST BEST FRIEND:

I can be sweet when I want to be
I WILL be a bitch if you make me one
So please, don't hate me cuz I'm beautiful

I'm a true asian queen holding shit down. Think you can take my crown and wear it proud? Well hoes, you mistaken so bow the fuck down.
Ain't No Doubt I'm Definately one of a kind. A Crazy Little Bitch That'll Blow Ya Mind!

~~~~~~~~~~~~Friends or fake friends~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Will sit next to you saying “Damn … we fucked up … but that shit was fun!”

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Can write a book about you, with direct quotes from you.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will knock on your front door.
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME!”

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you’ve had enough.
REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say “Bitch, drink the rest of that, you know we don’t waste.”

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out!

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Say they are too busy to listen to your problems, but when it comes to them they expect you to have all the time in the world.
REAL FRIENDS: Not only kick everything out of their schedule to listen to whats wrong, but help come up with vindictive plans to make you feel a whole lot better!

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Say sorry when you want to talk to them at odd hours of the night, or even just hang out at odd hours.
REAL FRIENDS: Come right over and hang out with you, until you either fall asleep, or kick them out

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will share their umbrella with you when it's raining
REAL FRIENDS: Will take the umbrella from you and scream, "RUN BITCH! RUN!"

FAKE FRIENDS: Will always give you compliments and say how smart you are.
REAL FRIENDS: Will always make fun of you and call you stupid.

Current Residence: Forthood, TX
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Jpop
Favourite photographer: Me!!!
Favourite style of art: manga
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Shell of choice: um... a turtle?
Wallpaper of choice: blue
Skin of choice: ASIAN 100%
Favourite cartoon character: kya~! Shiki (totally anime)
Personal Quote: "Don't hate me because I wasn't who you thought I was or who you wanted me to be.&amp

Favourite Visual Artist

Fujita Maiko, SID, SCANDAL, Asian Kung-Fu Generation,UVERworld, Yui, Miwa, High and MIGHTY COLOR

Favourite Movies

Our Mother: Kabei

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Kalafina

Favourite Writers

Christopher Pike, P.C and Kristen Cast, Alyson Noel

Favourite Games

dynasty warriors, call of duty

Favourite Gaming Platform

ps3

Tools of the Trade

I'll let you do my homework if you give me pocky

Other Interests

anime, manga, books, video games

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blueiceNINJA4

Mar 30, 2014

IMPORTANT MESSAGE

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Dear all of Bee's friends, This is Bee's sister and I would like to inform you that Bee passed away awhile ago. If any of you were close to her I'm sorry.

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Jul 22, 2012

She's NOT your Daughter!

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So I am pretty pissed. I am tired of my mother trying to control me and take care of my daughter in my place. I understand, you're her grandma, but I know how to take care of her. So quit trying to take her away from me. My mother is always telling me that I am too young and that I am an unfit mother. What a hypocrite! She wasn't even a mom growing up! Most of my suffering was because of her, but I learned to grow up and forgive her because she is my mom. But there are some boundaries that you shouldn't cross, and that is telling me that I am not a fit mother and trying to take my place. My mom's crossed them. It angers me and also hurts me t

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Jul 22, 2012

My Daughter

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So I told you guys that I was pregnant before I disappeared 5 months ago. After those 5 months of being gone, life got tough. I got to a point in my life where I didn't know what to do anymore. I thought that he would grow up and realize what was right in front of him after that beautiful child was born, but I was dead wrong. And to be quite honest, I never expected much in the beginning, I just told myself that I did. Even though something beautiful came out of our complicated and heart tearing relationship, I still felt like I had lost so much. I had to grow up quickly, and I couldn't be a kid anymore. I was always a responsible person, but